http://abstraktreflections.bandcamp.com/album/no-future
Genre: IDM, Ambient muss man also mögen.
Aber im Lied (A)(nhedoni)(A) wird das "Krankheitsbild" beschrieben und da habe ich mich das erste mal sehr deutlich wiedererkannt.
Die Albumbesschreibung:
It is a story about schizoid personality disorder and the overcoming of it. When all the colors of life become gray and black, I still have a little piece of inner heaven. In anhedonia, the emotionless searching of calm in deep hollows of ones own soul. Inside an unbreakable shell, the light of hope always shines. The hope that I will never lose. The hope became thousands of bright sounds, escaping from every dusty corner.
The letter (A) in every track - is a "cluster A" in international classification of personality disorders.
Cluster A (odd or eccentric disorders)
Not to be confused with Type A personality.
Paranoid personality disorder: characterized by irrational suspicions and mistrust of others.
Schizoid personality disorder: lack of interest in social relationships, seeing no point in sharing time with others, anhedonia, introspection.
Schizotypal personality disorder: characterized by odd behavior or thinking.
"No.Future" is the album about my inner war with myself. It is about all of my lost dreams and people who have disappeared from my life. But I have found something much more beautiful than ghostly relationships between human shadows and my indifferent masks. I have found that the walls between the outer world and my silent fortress were built by myself, and no one can destroy them except me. And when the walls fell down I saw the millions of human suns that have always surrounded me. And I have no future - because I have a perfect NOW.
Schizoide Musiktitel
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
angenehm.
Ich fand einige tracks wie z.B. "abstraft Absorption" recht eindrucksvoll. Der Text zum Thema SP war mir persönlich bei "anhedonia" etwas zu vordergründig. Aber die Klangwelten, die sich da auftun, haben in meinen Augen jede Menge ästhetische Kraft und sind teilweise auf gruselige Art nachvollziehbar... Da hat sich scheinbar jemand richtig reingehangen, beim Versuch bestimmte Wahrnehmungen/Zustände in Töne zu verpacken...kommt mir jedenfalls so vor. Gefällt mir gut, auch musikalisch "an sich".
Ich fand einige tracks wie z.B. "abstraft Absorption" recht eindrucksvoll. Der Text zum Thema SP war mir persönlich bei "anhedonia" etwas zu vordergründig. Aber die Klangwelten, die sich da auftun, haben in meinen Augen jede Menge ästhetische Kraft und sind teilweise auf gruselige Art nachvollziehbar... Da hat sich scheinbar jemand richtig reingehangen, beim Versuch bestimmte Wahrnehmungen/Zustände in Töne zu verpacken...kommt mir jedenfalls so vor. Gefällt mir gut, auch musikalisch "an sich".
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
Zuletzt geändert von Ambivalenz am 5. Juli 2016, 00:05, insgesamt 1-mal geändert.
Wer leuchten will, der flieht das Licht...
Grey would be the color, if I had a heart.
Grey would be the color, if I had a heart.
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
[bbvideo=425,350]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ptl-6aJGdzQ[/bbvideo]
[align=center]There is a window to my dreams
Extending into the world where nobody can trespass
Where I can cry all alone, naked and alone
I can dream all I cannot be, I can be what I never could
On the other side of the window of my dreams
God never made a difference
Music never made a difference
When I could just fall asleep and be whatever I want to be
On the other side of the window of my dreams
I'm away from your petty problems
And you wish you could only dream like you see me dream
I can live here on the other side of the window of my dreams
A sense of urgency is at hand
The load of life has become too much, problems ride my ass
I cannot fall asleep, I cannot fall asleep
And maybe now you will get all you wanted
I will rot away like the rest of you
In a world that never dreams
And now I cannot close my eyes
You would be happy to see me die so here I go
I've broken through the window of my dreams[/align]
[align=center]There is a window to my dreams
Extending into the world where nobody can trespass
Where I can cry all alone, naked and alone
I can dream all I cannot be, I can be what I never could
On the other side of the window of my dreams
God never made a difference
Music never made a difference
When I could just fall asleep and be whatever I want to be
On the other side of the window of my dreams
I'm away from your petty problems
And you wish you could only dream like you see me dream
I can live here on the other side of the window of my dreams
A sense of urgency is at hand
The load of life has become too much, problems ride my ass
I cannot fall asleep, I cannot fall asleep
And maybe now you will get all you wanted
I will rot away like the rest of you
In a world that never dreams
And now I cannot close my eyes
You would be happy to see me die so here I go
I've broken through the window of my dreams[/align]
It's only in my mind, not real life - No, I must be dreaming. (Amy Lee)
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
Bei Beziehungswünschen, denen man weder genügen kann noch will, empfiehlt sich Boby Dylans "It ain't me, Babe"
[align=center]"Go 'way from my window
Leave at your own chosen speed
I'm not the one you want, babe
I'm not the one you need
You say you're lookin' for someone
Who's never weak but always strong
To protect you an' defend you
Whether you are right or wrong
Someone to open each and every door
But it ain't me, babe
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go lightly from the ledge, babe
Go lightly on the ground
I'm not the one you want, babe
I will only let you down
You say you're lookin' for someone
Who will promise never to part
Someone to close his eyes for you
Someone to close his heart
Someone who will die for you an' more
But it ain't me, babe
No, no, no, it ain't me babe
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go melt back in the night
Everything inside is made of stone
There's nothing in here moving
An' anyway I'm not alone
You say you're looking for someone
Who'll pick you up each time you fall
To gather flowers constantly
An' to come each time you call
A lover for your life an' nothing more
But it ain't me, babe
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe."[/align]
Hier interpretiert von Joan Baez:
[bbvideo=425,350]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nADCKIT_Kbw[/bbvideo]
[align=center]"Go 'way from my window
Leave at your own chosen speed
I'm not the one you want, babe
I'm not the one you need
You say you're lookin' for someone
Who's never weak but always strong
To protect you an' defend you
Whether you are right or wrong
Someone to open each and every door
But it ain't me, babe
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go lightly from the ledge, babe
Go lightly on the ground
I'm not the one you want, babe
I will only let you down
You say you're lookin' for someone
Who will promise never to part
Someone to close his eyes for you
Someone to close his heart
Someone who will die for you an' more
But it ain't me, babe
No, no, no, it ain't me babe
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go melt back in the night
Everything inside is made of stone
There's nothing in here moving
An' anyway I'm not alone
You say you're looking for someone
Who'll pick you up each time you fall
To gather flowers constantly
An' to come each time you call
A lover for your life an' nothing more
But it ain't me, babe
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe."[/align]
Hier interpretiert von Joan Baez:
[bbvideo=425,350]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nADCKIT_Kbw[/bbvideo]
"T. H. White always took great pains to be gentle precisely because he wanted to be cruel."
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
Ich fand Nine Inch Nails "Right where it belongs" immer inspirierend - um mich vulkanisch korrekt zu formulieren:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXSkfTedVb0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXSkfTedVb0
sinnfrei ≠ zwecklos
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
[bbvideo=212,175]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udY1Sar4pF4[/bbvideo]
[...] I did not miss you much
I did not suffer
What did not kill me
Just made me tougher
I feel the winter come
His icy sinews
Now in the fire light
The case continues
Another night in court
The same old trial
The same old questions asked
The same denial
The shadows close me round
Like jury members
I look for answers in
The fire's embers
Why was I missing then
That whole December
I give my usual line:
I don't remember [...]
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sting/ghoststory.html
[...] I did not miss you much
I did not suffer
What did not kill me
Just made me tougher
I feel the winter come
His icy sinews
Now in the fire light
The case continues
Another night in court
The same old trial
The same old questions asked
The same denial
The shadows close me round
Like jury members
I look for answers in
The fire's embers
Why was I missing then
That whole December
I give my usual line:
I don't remember [...]
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sting/ghoststory.html
"T. H. White always took great pains to be gentle precisely because he wanted to be cruel."
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLylgJXqH2E
das ist nur ein snippet, das ganze lied gibts nur zum kaufen. es ist kaufenswert, ich kann mich mit dem ganzen lied völlig identifizieren. fühlt ihr euch auch, als ob ihr nicht auf diesen planeten gehören würdet?
das ist nur ein snippet, das ganze lied gibts nur zum kaufen. es ist kaufenswert, ich kann mich mit dem ganzen lied völlig identifizieren. fühlt ihr euch auch, als ob ihr nicht auf diesen planeten gehören würdet?
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
Velvet Underground - Stephanie says
But she's not afraid to die, the people all call her "Alaska"
Between worlds so the people ask her 'cause it's all in her mind
It's all in her mind
She asks you is it good or bad
It's such an icy feeling it's so cold in Alaska,
it's so cold in Alaska, it's so cold in Alaska
[bbvideo=325,250]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weRw8vTKzAw[/bbvideo]
But she's not afraid to die, the people all call her "Alaska"
Between worlds so the people ask her 'cause it's all in her mind
It's all in her mind
She asks you is it good or bad
It's such an icy feeling it's so cold in Alaska,
it's so cold in Alaska, it's so cold in Alaska
[bbvideo=325,250]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weRw8vTKzAw[/bbvideo]
"T. H. White always took great pains to be gentle precisely because he wanted to be cruel."
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Re: Schizoide Musiktitel
[bbvideo=454,380]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-aaencD-dY[/bbvideo]
[bbvideo=454,380]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwpMEbgC7DA[/bbvideo]
[bbvideo=454,380]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwpMEbgC7DA[/bbvideo]
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